Semi-Daily Scribbles

Previously…

obsessed with this idea i am that when i'm "asleep" i'm actually walking around and living life as someone else. like what i mean is i am literally some other person. when i'm "asleep" i clearly "see" (experience/feel?) that i'm waking up, taking a shower, putting on a shirt and slacks and a tie (usually a purple one with diamond shapes), pouring coffee and then standing in front of the sink to drink it and maybe there's a piece of toast involved. i grab keys out of a fishbowl on a table in a hallway and walk out the front door into blinding white light. everything is soft and i'm doing more floating than one step two step three … walking on clouds? fog–cotton ball thick–with static cling. can't see but can hear loudish whispers:

here he is
there he goes
right on time
wonders and woes

usually during this bit (what the hello??) that purple tie feels really tight around my neck.