• Fungus

     

    eyesight blurred
    joints knotted and locked
    calvin surveyed his domain:

    large field littered with car parts and livestock
    in the deep shadow
    by the brook with its rainbow sheen
    broken door
    window screen
    rotted timbers surrounded a garden of
    mole holes and yellow fungus
    calvin wandered over his
    paradise misplaced
    wondered where he'd lost his touch

    not much left to keep calvin satisfied in the
    beyond and back

  • MugsMy nightly guests, gauzy shamblers that they are, request hot cocoa filled mugs upon arrival. I don't dare skimp on the dark chocolate shavings and marshmallows, either. And there must always be dunkers. Tonight is a sugar cookie night. I devote the time to blend and roll, fold and bake because my transparent brethren are well worth the effort. We trade in sugar and foresight. We sate what the other craves. I pay sweet tribute to my ragged travelers, who come from nowhere, and live within whisper distance of me. The leader of my mug-clutching clan hands me a slice of the future on a napkin. Dates and coordinates are committed to memory as I'm given the next step to do with as I will.

  • ValveIt's all about the accumulation of layers. Skin's got to be thick, an impenetrable defense against barb and sleight. The pressure to fit and flow and not impede the process is immense. Check the valve that regulates patience. Toughness is valued. Success is expected. The most vicious of fights rages on in the head. Calibrate the mechanism for a better response.

    I promise you.
    This is not what we want.

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    Components

     

    Tossed out in plain view for everyone to scratch his head and state an opinion.

    This is exactly why Georgette recoils when she is asked: "What are you working on?" She doesn't much like: "When's it gonna be done," either. But the dd/mm/yyyy one isn't as intrusive as "The What Question." Georgette's creative, and that very creativity leaves her in a tailspin much of the time. Her work is comprised of so many components that labels are futile; definitions the cause of major anxiety. Elements are constantly in motion, or they keep within strict parameters. Notes go sharp before they turn flat. Muted colors are vibrant with just the right word. Plus, the whole kit and caboodle relies on a person's willingness to not believe what she sees (or tastes.) Georgette's projects are thought experiments with a bunch of twisty predicaments chained together and–it deserves another mention–lots of moving parts. Georgette can't explain her dreams, she can only attempt to draw them out into the light. She'd be ecstatic if the "What's" and "When's" were to die a quiet death, though she can muster a "How" if her experiments are going particularly well.

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    Stirattention somehow haunted
    suspicion similarly divided
    separate type of conversation
    stir idle thought until it breaks down into chunks
    compose a close call

  • EnduranceGary bristled when his mother, Catherine, made the suggestion he be more relatable. He asked for clarification: relatable to what? Catherine told her son 'people.' Start with people. That'd be good. Gary cringed at the prospect of a spit-shined and lesser version of himself. He knew what he knew; couldn't "unknow" Euclid's theorem and all the nifty proofs that followed, for example. He would continue to use pusillanimous whenever he damned well pleased. Gary had this conversation before with his mother. Catherine believed her only child would live out his days with nought but big words and mathematical brain twisters as his only form of companionship. Gary accepted his mother's concern because there wasn't anything else he could do. Catherine Q.'s view of the world would never change. She'd continue to see Gary's solitary pursuits as abnormal, unhealthy. But it wasn't like Gary never left his room. He was head groundskeeper of the family's award-winning botanical gardens, and had just mulched the sunflowers before Catherine hit him with the relatable thing again. Gary liked his life especially because the majority of his interactions were with inanimate objects. He'd long ago built up endurance to survive amongst the planet's other, more quarrelsome, inhabitants.

  • RodsI've got rods and cones and a little something extra for your trouble. It's habit to leave out bait, set the trap. I can see your fear squirm to the surface. That's fine. You are certainly not the first. Can't say you'll be the last. We have time for a chat–maybe argue the usage of "alright"–and a drink. Hot or cold, it's your choice. Step this way into my library. Have a look around. Come see how many travelers find their way to my door.

  • PigeonholeTo prove she will not be wedged, artistically speaking, into any form of pigeonhole, Darla Varney creates storage cubbies in addition to her works constructed from rags, rocks, and scrap metal. Darla's little chambers are popular with the flea market crowd. Nice, roomy squares to hide treasure. Dark recesses to hold keys or Cabernet. Everyone has things they like to display in a half-hidden way. Secrets left out in the open are effective conversation starters, much like Darla's fine selection of craft items, which she reminds shoppers make excellent cube fillers.

  • LacquerDarla rented a stall at the local flea market. Every Saturday and Sunday she'd pack up her wares and ask the sky for a weekend of brisk sales. Darla knitted potholders, crocheted doilies, and wove rags into rugs. She polished river rock to make paper weights. Wood scraps got sanded, words lettered carefully, and lacquer applied to preserve Darla's wisdom:

    CHOICE DEMANDS FORETHOUGHT

    REFUSE TO BE A FLESH BILLBOARD

    EXTINGUISH THE FAME

    Darla asked the rainclouds for patience once her tables were set, and a long line of buyers for her handcrafted truth.

  • Fixation

     

    my mind wanders and when it wanders i let it wander

    i don't rein it in
    i hold on and go
    it's a fixation and it's fun
    then i taste the blood and honey of infinity
    i feel the cruel tease of forever on my skin
    i want to stay in that tiny slice of awareness
    spacious enough to stretch out

    Indefinitely